depression is getting the best of me.. (go back »)

why do i feel like there is something missing?  i can never just be happy on the inside.. i feel like i am missing out on something.   i dont feel free... i want to be free.  I want to do what i want when i want... no like break the law stuff... but i dont want all these stupid rules.

i dont know what to do.  I guilt my self, which is good, i dont do things because i am responsable.   i hate being responsable.. i just want to be free of it all... i go to work come home wake up and do it all over again, I feel like there is more out there and i cant get to it.

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